What do I want to do with my life?
A question I've been asking for years.
One I'm still no closer to answering.
At times I came close,
but doubts found their way in.
So, I remain on the hunt.
A vain attempt to look as if I'm doing
something worthwhile to outsiders
as time slowly passes me by.
I'll figure it out
the day I'm on my deathbed.
An ah-ha moment taken
with my very last breath.
The Lilac 